how do i deal with a *******?
it's super pissifying to realise that i've been in a state of oblivion all this while. i'm sure i have the right to know. where's your sense of responsibility!? i wish i could face this with attitude. do i look like i give a damn? but it's hard. everything's just so superficial.. so shallow.. i cant believe i actually fell into this set trap. i feel so dumb. sigh. but i'll learn.

behind this facade.. what more could i wish for?